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 One after the other they stuck their cocks in her. One after the
 other they sawed their cocks back and forth and came on her, in her,
 over her. One after the other they finished and let the next one take their
 place.
 No orifice was spared. She was taken one, two, three at a time.
 No tiny spot of skin was left untouched by spurting semen. And one
 after the other the line went on.
 She was drenched and fragrant when it was finally over. She
 had long since- hours and hours ago- become numb to the pains and
 twinges of overuse. As she lay in the pool- an actual puddle of  surrounding her- all that was left was the glow and an  dream playing
 on the marquee of her sated mind.
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 "You are a crude person. I don't think you respect me at all,"
 the only vaguely familiar vision of herself at 16 was saying.
 "Dammit Janet, you get me all worked up and then you pull
 away," the  was replying, "I think you're teasing me on purpose.
 That's what's crude. Don't you like me at all?"
 A scared child- wanting to be liked, but totaly unconnected to
 sex or its desires. It was a void in her life and one that no one- at least
 no one grown up wanted to color in. Rather, she was praised for what
 they thought was restraint, but was in fact ignorance.
 It was a hurtful, confusing time for Janet, but it was in the midst
 of so much  and confusion of adolescence that it did not stand out.
 She got a reputation that again set her off from her peers and brought
 her the praise of the grown-ups.
 It was in her senior year that she suffered the defining moment.
 No one but the  themselves, to this day, knows who waited for her
 behind the school. There were two of them and they were hooded. They
 sprang out of the delivery bay and easily overpowered the shocked
 teenager.
 It was humiliating and ugly, but  was more confused than
 outraged as one held her down and the other tore at her clothes. She
 didn't understand what they wanted.
 "You've got a cute little puss," one growled and she didn't
 understand.
 When he pushed between her legs and forced himself into her,
 she understood the biology, but not the significance of his intention. And
 the biology was masked by the tearing pain of him ripping away her
 virginity.
 It was incredibly gross to have his organ moving inside her. It
 felt so foreign. She could have never imagined that feeling. It was far
 beyond any kind of feeling she would have been able to conjure up.
 But her lower body was changing as a result. She could tell the
 blood was rushing to her woman's organs and she felt a heat and a
 wetness that she could not explain. Even the feeling was transmuted into
 something less intrusive and more interesting.
 It still wasn't nice. She knew that with all her experience. But it
 was becoming engaging and piqued her curiosity. She nearly protested
 as the one finished with hard, rapid thrusts and pulled his member out of
 her.
 But then the next took his place and her discovery continued.
 There was only the smallest remnant of pain as the other one took her
 and his passage in and out of her was smoothed. It was as if coating
 liquids lubricated his way as he thrust at her awakened womanhood.
 It wasn't nice to let him do it, but her body was giving her a
 different opinion. There was almost a burning between her legs and she
 felt a tightness of anticipation in her chest. It felt like something good
 coming and  couldn't imagine what it could be.
 But she knew she wanted it. As much as she would like them to
 leave, she wanted this promise to be fufilled. She didn't know what to
 do, so she laid back and hoped she would find out what her body was
 trying to tell her.
 Then the second one pulled out without fufilling the promise.
 "You count to 100- real slow, or we'll grab you again and make
 you real sorry," the first one threatened.
 She didn't bother to count. She gave them plenty of time to run
 away as she tried to restore order to her clothes. And then she went
 home.
 It was not the kind of thing her  wanted to hear about.
 And she knew she couldn't help identify the men. She had been too
 scared and then too occupied to notice anything about them. But the
 questions they raised bothered her day after day.
 What was her body straining for? What secret was locked in
 sex that could so affect her? She knew her will had nothing to do with it.
 She didn't understand it. She couldn't have been making it happen. And
 she wasn't willing anything except the whole experience away when it
 happened.
 The one thing she knew was that it was centered in the
 man-thing going inside her body. Sex, screwing, fucking, doing it- there
 was some mystery connected to that. It haunted her mind so totally that
 Janet finally knew she had to find out what it was to put her brain at
 peace.
 She had to ask the  out because of her reputation. But she
 found one that was willing to give her a chance. And later, in his car, she
 opened herself for him.
 Yes, it had the same feel. Yes, it offered the same promise. But
 his brief session of thrusting into her left her with the same aching need
 that she had experienced with the rapists.
 She wanted to give up. She suspected it was a tease- like a
 get-rich-quick scheme that she would never understand. But her body
 would not let her rest. Maybe it was the wrong boy. Maybe he was
 just doing it wrong. She would worry and puzzle until she solved the
 riddle. She had to try again.
 Her reputation underwent a quick reversal as she dated and
 mated with a growing number of boys, hoping to find the finish of the
 feelings their cocks- she had learned the technical terms by then- started
 in her pussy. A couple of times she felt she was so near, but there was
 always that let down when they pulled out of her.
 It was the same over and over. She was done. She quit. It was
 senseless. And then the itch started in her crotch and the urge spoke to
 her- maybe the next one, come on, don't be a quitter. There was no rest
 from the hunger between her legs and she would give in again.
 One night the  had parked outside the local chemical plant.
 There was little significance in that. It was a popular place to park and
 there was never anyone in the rear gate shack at night. Until that night.
 This  was more callous than most. He had simply lowered
 his pants and thrown up her skirt before he pushed his cock into her.
 They were squirming about full-clothed as far as an observer would be
 concerned, but  could feel him humping away at her and the now
 familiar warming come to her crotch.
 She had her eyes squeezed shut, trying, trying, when the hard
 rap came on the window.
 "Break it up. Get out of the car," came a command muffled by
 the window.
 The  froze and then tried to be secretive about pulling up his
 pants before he got off her. She pushed down her skirt when he got up,
 but not before the face in the window had seen her spread charms.
 The  tried to speak, but the  outside overruled him, "I
 said get out of the car."
 He was the security guard that was never in the rear. He was
 trying to look stern and important, but he couldn't contain the grin that
 was breaking his attempt at sterness.
 "You can't park here. And you can't be doing that on this
 property," he said. "I can call the police and have you arrested for
 trespass, but all they'll do is call your parents. So I'll cut out the middle
 man.
 "You," he said pointing to the boy, "get in the car and go straight
 home. I'll call the girl's  and then can come and get her."
 He was off in a shot, leaving  at the mercy of the guard.
 She dreaded the whole awful truth coming out. She didn't know what
 she could say. Her  still thought she was a virgin. She saw her
 whole life swirl down a  in her mind.
 The guard watched her tremble. That teenage  had put
 ideas in his head. Seeing her fear made him confident that he could work
 out a compromise.
 "You look scared," he said and waited for her to nod in
 agreement before contunuing, "I bet you're going to be in plenty of
 trouble with your parents."
 "I don't know what I'll say. They don't know I do this," she said,
 breaking into sobs.
 "Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait now," he said, trying to conceal his
 evil intentions behind a mask of concern, "I know how it is. I guess I
 shouldn't do this, but I'll take you home when my shift's over. I guess
 I don't have to call your folks."
 Janet only heard that she wouldn't have to explain. She was still
 gripped in the panic as he led her into the gate shack, but she was
 gaining some control over her breathing. She didn't notice the way he
 was staring at her.
 He didn't know how to proceed. She had come inside willing
 enough, but he didn't know what to say to make her take the next step.
 Frustrated, he relied on actions instead of words. He grabbed her and
 pulled her to him, mashing his lips against hers.
 "No! Stop! What are you doing?" she yelped as she twisted to
 get away from his mouth.
 "Quit fighting and shut up," he ordered, too far gone for the
 niceties now. "You think anyone would believe that you put out for every
 school  in town and then you wouldn't for me? You cut it out or I'll
 call your  after I'm through with you."
 Unfortunately,  had been down this road before. She knew
 the feeling of being helpless. At least when she stopped struggling, he
 stopped trying to kiss her and turned his attention to pulling her skirt
 out of the way.
 Her underwear was still in the car, so he had an unobstructed
 view of her tender  pussy. His cock had been hard, but now it
 throbbed with the prospect of diving into that sweet hole.
 "Lay down," he ordered her hoarsely, "Spread your legs."
 It seemed a weight of fate was pushing her to the floor as she
 complied with his rough direction. The horrible inevitability seemed to
 loom over her whole life as she watched him tear at his belt and open
 his pants to expose his hard cock. She waited in total helplessness as
 he got down over her and poised to plunge into her.
 "No, on second thought, get on your knees," he paused and
 changed his mind.
 Janet rolled over and pulled her legs up under her and then he
 stopped her with two strong hands around her hips. She felt his cock
 graze her lips and then surge inside her with one painful thrust.
 "Yeah, that's it!" he crowed as his hairy belly pressed tight to her
 smooth backside. "Now I'm going to give your teeny  a fucking
 like its never had. Get ready to be fucked by a MAN!"
 Her mind was a rowboat in the whirlpool of her circumstances.
 Everything was out of her control. He held her too tight to escape and
 there was no place to go if she managed to wriggle free. There was no
 defense against the hard rod prodding into her. And clouding the issue
 was the quiet voice in the back of her head telling her that it wasn't any
 different than letting all the  do the same thing.
 "Yeah! Take it slut!" he was shouting at her, "Fuck my hard
 cock you little teen-age tease."
 The abuse was muted as his charging cock was bringing the
 familiar ache to her crotch. She was buffeted about by his belly
 slamming into her, but each flop brought with it the feeling of his hard
 pole boring out a place in her spongy depths. She could feel her
 start to suck at the shaft of meat being worked in her sheath.
 "You like it, don't you," he demanded, "You like it. You like my
 cock you little slut."
 She couldn't answer. She was getting close. It was hard to
 breathe. Her  was electrified with sensitivity. She was so close.
 "Do it for me baby," he moaned as his hands closed tighter on
 her hips and his cock pounded faster into her enlivened sex. "Take it
 all and get me off!"
 *Oh sweet mystery of life at last I've found thee!* Then it was
 all over her, around her, in her and through her. She jerked as if she
 had been plugged into a socket and she felt her  grab at his
 thrusting organ in spasms. Sparkly cool waves ran through her body and
 the world winked out.
 She was surprised that she was still bouncing at the end of his
 cock when she next had a thought. He was brief and finished with a
 florish of deep, hard jabs. But now the secrets were hers. They just
 hadn't made the mystery go away. But she knew there was a reason for
 letting a  put his cock in her.
 Dazed, she plopped to her butt on the floor when he pulled
 away. He looked at her laying there and grinned. He knew the little slut
 had come. He didn't have to worry about her anymore.
 "Since I was so good to you, why don't you come over here
 and lick Uncle Edgar clean," he gloated.
 She didn't know if he was Edgar or that was a pet name for his
 cock. She wasn't sure what he was talking about, though she had a
 pretty good idea he wanted her to lick his cock. She had heard gossip
 thet some  did that rather than let a  go all the way, but hadn't
 paid much attention because she did go all the way.
 There wasn't much alternative. Besides, she was still confused
 over what had happened. Why this guy? He wasn't bigger and hadn't
 lasted longer than the boys. She moved over and licked his organ while
 she considered.
 He could tell she didn't have much experience. However, he
 was in just the mood to teach her.
 "Put it in your mouth and suck," he counseled. "Then move your
 head back and forth to let it go in and out."
 She found she had to suck to make it come back into her
 mouth after she had pulled off it. She found it would  like an
 earthworm as she  while she pulled back. But those lessons, like
 the slimy taste and spoiled smell of his cock were muted by continuing
 attempts to understand her orgasm.
 It was obviously that secret that she had been searching for but
 it opened more questions than it answered. The first among then was
 why it happened with this gross  man. She was still getting nowhere
 with the question twenty minutes later when the cock in her mouth
 stiffened again.
 He thought she would stop on her own. Or that he'd have to
 order her to keep it up longer. But after a time his anticiption of her
 stopping shifted to anticipation of the dead rising again and what he'd
 do to her then. He hadn't fucked his  twice in the same night for 10
 years, but this  piece was getting him hot.
 "Bend over that stool," he ordered when he felt that his cock
 was rigid enough to do the required damage.
 Janet got up and did as she was told, laying across the seat and
 holding onto the legs for balance. He threw up the skirt and she resigned
 herself to the good that could come of his using her again. At least she
 might be able to understand what had made him the one to give her that
 first orgasm.
 But he had another treat in mind for her. As he had fucked her
 from behind, he had pulled up her butt to open her cheeks and looked
 down on the little pink pucker of her asshole as he watched his cock
 ram in and out of her cunt. This time he was going to open up her tight
 little ass.
 He was well slobbered with her spit, so it wasn't the cruelest
 way he could take that virginity. He put his cock right to the spot and
 pushed it in.
 "Let up!" he warned, "Let up or it's going to tear you wide open!"
 Janet wasn't having the most trouble with his size splitting her
 rectum as it stretched it beyond capacity. She was still in shock that he
 had chosen to put his cock where her shit came out. There was nothing
 in the gossip she heard about this.
 She panicked and tried to get away. He grabbed the back of
 her neck and pushed her head down. As she struggled, his cock slipped
 deeper into her anus. With a lunge he buried it in her.
 She was a trapped animal. His belly was again pressed tight
 against her rear and the grip of his hand on her neck was like a steel
 trap. He controlled her fore and aft and she could only take whatever
 he wanted to do to her. And her  was wet.
 Pain obscured what was going on in the lower entrance as he
 pulled back and rammed his cock into her ass again. There was
 something very  about the way he invaded the tight passage.
 "You like that honey?" he was asking. "You ever have a dick in
 this tight  before?"
 "Noooo-" she wailed to both questions.
 He liked it very much indeed. It was a painfully tight entrance,
 and he enjoyed the death grip sliding back to the base of his prick. The
 cheeks of her ass were so firm and fresh under his charge. And she
 squirmed just like a worm going on a hook. She was his whether she
 liked it or not. He had staked a basic primal claim to her and he was
 using her in all the ways he wanted.
 The pounding was unbearable and her nipples were hard. He
 struck vital organs, or so it seemed, every time his cock stabbed into
 her bowels and her  was twitching. She was lost in a confused
 world of pain/pleasure with the constant being her lack of choice.
 She screamed. It wasn't a wail of despair. It was consternation
 with an undeniable edge of passion as she was shaken with an orgasm
 again. This certainly wasn't the secret of sex. She was more confused
 now than ever.
 She hated it and it hurt. There was nothing for her in this
 unnatural act, but she had the climax. He emphasized the pain and
 degredation with his frantic search for his own climax hard and deep up
 her ass. She suffered the tearing and the pain because she had to. He
 still held her helpless by the neck.
 She groaned as he withdrew the pestering cock and he snorted.
 "You can act as martyred as you want, but we both know you
 really liked it," he accused. "You women all like to act so high and
 mighty, but you like it and I gave you a taste of something new."
 She would have said subjected if she wanted to argue, but she
 had enough confusing her that all she wanted was time to think. Time to
 think and a chance to soak her poor torn ass.
 He dropped her off as promised and never bothered her again,
 except for the questions he left her with. She tried a  again and had
 the same frustrating result as with the others. It was worse to know the
 answer and still not be able to work out the riddle.
 She was working the summer after graduation when her boss
 filled in the blank. He was filled with double entendre that she chose to
 ignore until the evening they were in the shop alone. Then he
 abandoned the sparring and took her by force.
 "You want it. You know you want it," he muttered as held her
 against the counter and pulled away her clothes.
 He was too strong for her to escape, but she was too elusive
 for him to to be able to enter. She struggled as he tried to put his cock
 in her until he turned a key that opened many doors at once.
 "Stop it. Stop dodging or I'll tie you down and fuck you up the
 butt," he menaced and his words touched her at many levels.
 The image of being tied down sent an immediate thrill through
 her and then him using her any way he wanted kept her imagination
 occupied. In response, he pinned her against the counter with the 'pin'
 going hard up her cunt.
 "That's not so bad now, is it?" he soothed as he hunched against
 her. "You like that don't you."
 He disgusted her. And all at once she understood. Nice didn't
 work for her. Helplessness and fear were her aphrodisiacs.
 "Like what?" she shot back. "Is it in yet, you tiny-dicked little
 sissy?"
 Her taunts had the desired effect. His face became a teeth-baring
 mask of anger.
 "Feel it now?" he demanded as he rammed her hard against the
 counter. "Feel that? Or is your  so used that it takes a pony to get
 you off?"
 Abuse was good too. His hateful words added something to the
 growing tingle in her pussy. Now she knew what it took to get her off:
 shame, fear and helplessness- self abasement, whatever overwhelmed
 her self-image and self-respect.
 He was surprised, but pleased when she had the obvious and
 vocal orgasm while he violated her. And he figured out at once what the
 trick was. He pinned her under, against and over many things and tied
 her to others that summer. And he did tie her down and take her up the
 butt as he had first threatened.
 It was the affair that changed it all. She found as long as she was
 the victim, she was excited. And she found there were many ways for
 her to get that feeling.
 The rest was blurred repetition and a chapter of physical abuse
 that she tried to blot out. If humiliation and forced submission were her
 things, pain was not.
 She sat up stiffly on the cum-soaked bed. For all the fluid that
 had been dumped on and in her, she was dying of thirst. She needed a
 drink to replace what had been lost to the screams of pleasure and the
 sweat of writhing fufillment.
 College was a lot better than high school, she mused as she
 padded naked and cum-covered to the fraternity refrigerator. Whether
 they understood or not, at least the  were willing to fufill her desires.
 Most of them had been more than willing, she noted as she searched for
 something besides beer on the shelves.
 She had gone from a high school object of ridicule to the most
 notorious  in school and all it had taken was a gang-bang or two.
 And whatever the hundred or so she had fucked so far thought, it was
 her that was reaping the big rewards. One tender lover and dependable
 sex might be nice too, for some, but she was a slut.
 Thank God that she had found that out early enough to put it to
 good use.
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