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 Mother finds out!
 cowgirl
 One afternoon at the pool, Jennifer tries to shock her
 mother by explaining
 what a 'ponygirl' is.
 
 _______
 I'd just gotten out of the pool and was was being
 flagged down my my  who sat in the shade a few
 feet away. Katie our pools teen aged lifeguard  shot
 me a smile, seeing my mom.
 
 " Miss Corbitt - I think your mom's trying to tell you
 something-"
 
 "She's always *trying* Katie, but thanks.  We on for a
 swim later?
 " I asked as she winked back.
 
 "Sure thing Miss corbitt. I think your mom's getting
 upset though. You'd better get over there." 	Katie
 giggled a sympathetic shrug as I sighed, scurrying up
 to my mother's side as she now laid
 there, glaring through her plastic sun visor at me
 with her finely honed disapproving smile.
 
 " Somebody's suits ridding up. You're embarrassing
 yourself."
 
 " How sweet of you to reminding me."  I scowled,
 reaching around to subtly pull the spandex back around
 my
 bottom cheeks, the upper ones crimson and
 " Honestly Jen, your almost thirty years  and I
 still have to-"
 
 " Please don't start mother, not here, okay?" I
 cursed, wrapping my towel protectively around me as I
 plopped into a lounge chair next to her.
 " Okay, okay. You don't have to snap. " My  suddenly spied a
 young woman across the pool, frowning. " Well, just
 look at the silly girl's pony tale.  It's not even a
 real pony tale. Probably just one of the clip ons.
 Look, it's colored blue, like these kids do now days.
 Probably some silly disco fad. "
 
 " Disco's thirty years  mother. Try grunge. "
 
 " Oh as if you'd know. Your clock has way too many
 miles to be acting like you're the hippest thing on
 earth. " She sighed.
 
 " Hipper than you." I said without looking up.
 
 " Don't be snippy dear. It didn't work when you were
 four and it's just as childish now. What could  little
 girl like yourself possibly know about what's hip in
 today's world? Your only twenty nine for god's-"
 
 "Twenty eight, thank you, and remember I'm the one
 that lives with a woman."
 
 "(groooown) Please - don't remind me. So what's being
 a 'lesbian' got to do with being 'hip'? What do you
 have secret 'hip'  sex parties or something. "
 
 " Possibly. " I flounced, desperate to  her off
 further. Her condescending smile made my ears go back.
 " Don't be silly dear. You and Alex are...well, no
 offense, but your hardly a wild couple anymore."
 
 "Jesus - how would YOU Know mom?  you take the
 cake! Your totally clue less about people's personal
 secrets. Like, take that  over there, the one with
 the streaked pony tale? "
 
 " Yes?" My  asked enjoying my panic.
 
 " Well, You know nothing about her. She could be into
 all sorts of kinky stuff. Anyone siting around this
 pool could be." I said glaring at her.
 
 " Yes, well maybe they all all fruits cakes. Who
 knows, or cares. I'm just saying your embarrsing
 yourself be pretending to be some fort of expert,
 that'a all."  replied, with a tiny hint of Ice.
 " Well, first of all, I'm not some sort of sexual
 expert, no. But you'll have to trust me mother. You
 have no Idea of what people do. Don't get me started!
 There's some kinky people that...well....I 'd better not
 even get into it. You couldn't handle it - believe
 me."
 
 " Don't be shy around 'me' honey. You can't shock me,
 I was wiping your nose-"
 
 " God I'm soooooo sick of that story!!! Okay, if you
 MUST know, but remember. You started this....Mother,
 there are actually certain weird people......." I said
 drawing it out dramaticly as she peered at me
 carefully.
 
 "....who actually like.....................being tied up. " I said
 proudly, feeling weird to be saying this to my own
 mom.
 
 " That's is? Oh, Honey - I've read all about that.
 That's what you meant? Strike one."  giggled
 proudly.
 
 "huh? Uh.....where'd you read about-?" I said, mouth
 catching flies.
 
 " Readers digest. Cautionary tales of addictions to
 porno on the net. Some sad people also become sex
 addicts over this silly M & M stuff I suppose. All
 very ho hum if you ask me. "
 
 " That's 'S & M' mother, and I'm talking about
 something weirder. Even more perverted. " I intoned,
 givng her my best dramatic and ominous look.
 
 " Mom, there are certain  and woman who......like to
 dress up as..." I leaned closer dropping my voice a bit.
 "...as ponies. "  I smiled smugly.
 
 Mother paused.
 
 She waited a beat, then staring at me blankly.
 
 I savored her stunned silence in victory as my poor
 silly  sat there totally dumbfounded by her
 daughter's little bombshell. Guess your little girl's
 not so ho hum *after* all, is she mommie, huh???
 Huh????I grinned to myself.
 
 I'd normally feel kinda weird talking sex with my own
 mother on a Saturday afternoon at the pool, but
 somebody needed to knock her off her high horse,
 <ouch> so to speak. Finally she manages a reply.
 "You mean....like in a horsey suit, as in a costume? "
 She asked with a straight face.
 
 " What? No, not a horsey suit!!!! Jesus mom, how would
 wearing a friggin' horsey suit be sexy? That's
 just..stupid! "
 
 " Well, the whole thing sounds stupid to me. But
 that's what I thought of. You know what I mean? Like
 in the circus with two  in a fake horsey suit.
 That sort of-"
 
 " Yeah, yeah, I KNOW, but nothing like that! Okay?
 This is serious stuff. "  I said totally exasperated.
 
 "Well, excuse me Little Mrs. Expert. So how Do these
 mysterious  Ponygirls dress, if I may ask?" My  managed, barely hiding her mirth.
 
 I was determinded to wipe that ammused little smirk
 off her face.
 
 " LOOK- these woman are mostly nude - okay? They wear
 some high heels and maybe even something that makes
 her feet look like little horses hoofs. The woman
 might be pulling a cart another person's riding in or
 even be wearing a bridal or bit, like a horsey..."
 
 " A bridal? In their mothes? Your kidding."
 
 I'm not. seen pictures on the internet."
 
 " Jennifer - what kind of sites are you - "
 
 Let's do that one another day, okay mom? The point is,
 The ponygirl's butt is shoved up by the heels, her
 back arched, boobies thrust proudly up into the air to
 degrad her into a mockery of a human pony - all to
 make a very sensual and humiliating experince for the
 girl dressed as one. "
 
 " That's horrible. Who in the world would find such a
 thing...sexy?"
 
 "All sorts mother. All sorts."
 
 " My word. I can't imagine how something like that
 would give somebody their jollies. I mean, what kind
 of a sick  would force  these poor and wives to
 assuming the role of an poor dumb animal? "
 
 " Some women enjoy it mother."
 
 " Nope. I refuse don't believe that."
 
 " Oh, this from someone who went through the sixties
 no less? What happened to the all the acid you
 dropped,  dear?"
 
 "I'm sorry, but any woman who enjoys having a stupid
 bridle forced into her mouth deserves a whole Oprah
 episode to herself and needs professional help!
 Sucking on a metal bridal? It must  something
 awful. Lord knows what sexual damage these poor things
 have suffered through to wind up like this! And to
 think your ogling their pictures over the net - jenny,
 have you no shame??? "
 
 "Oooohhhhh -MOTHER - you make me so damned FURIOUS!!!
 Can't a woman have an 'alternative lifestyle' that's
 different than yours without being labeled a fucking
 FREAK, huh? CAN'T SHE??? For god's sake!!! Sometimes
 I'm ashamed you're my own- "
 
 " Calm down honey. Nobodies calling you anything, so
 please don't take it so - " My  paused, looking
 down.
 
 "...jenny, what's this?"
 
 "What?"  I said, freezing.
 
 "Here. on your tummy. It looks like some sort
 of...mark."
 
 " It's probably just the rubber straps from the lounge
 chair. See?" I  tried pointing to them with a plastic
 smile.
 
 Mom shot me a no-bullshit look.
 
 " There chair has half inch straps jen. These are two
 inch  marks. Why are there  marks aross your
 body  mady? How long has this been happening...? "
 Mother frowned, arms folded and peering at me like,
 well,...like a mother.
 
 " It's NOTHING mom, okay? And don't change the
 subject. Where were we?" I tried, pulling my towel
 back over myself as she pulled more of it away and
 gasped,  more of me for the first time.
 
 " OMIGOD! your whole back is cris crossed with  ones! And here's more stripes across your poor fatty
 thighs. Jesus their all over you - Jennifer Corbitt,
 I demand to know, what's going on this instant! "
 
 "It's PERSONAL, okay? As in, between consenting
 adults, as in bed room matters I'd rather not discuss
 with
 my own friggin' mother, okay? Enough all ready! I'm
 totally fucking embarrassed as it is!!! It's just a
 few
 burns. They'll will go away. Always does. Just...STOP
 fussing over me, okay??? Geezz mother, I'm not
 fourteen anymore!!!"
 
 " Well obviously not! Jenny, is this some sort of M&M
 business between you and alex? Tell me straight,
 because your bodies health is a serious matter. Is
 this some  thing she's talked you into? "
 
 Mother, I'm getting my KEYS and were OUTTA HERE in
 five minutes if you don't DROP THIS RIGHT NOW-
 okay???" I hissed, my  throat quivering as my
 eyes brimmed from the pure humiliation.
 
 She seemed  to weaken at seeing how upset I was, but
 her face still showed conflict, biting her lip in
 sympathy.
 
 Oh sweet heart. I'm sorry. You can't help yourself,
 can you? Your like.... I mean, before.... those  you
 were
 describing ....no wonder you were so defensive...." My
 mothers eyes started to brim as I cats my eyes down at
 
 the garnet next to the pool where we lay.
 
 "
 
 " Jennifer, tell me the truth. This stuff you've
 gotten yourself into. It's all Alex's doing, right?
 Right?"
 
 I said nothing as more tears streamed.
 
 "Oh honey...not you? You actually..."
 
 " Mother...please..." I whispered.
 
 " This was your Idea, wasn't it? Being tied up? and
 coming to the pool. You must have known I'd see. MY
 god
 jennifer, what in the world-"
 
 I leaped up and raced across the clubhouse to the
 outdoor ladies rest room desperate for escape,
 slamming
 the door behind me and looking it behind me. I looked
 up to see little katie there, looking up in surprise
 at
 me.
 
 " Hey, are you okay Miss Corbitt?" Katie asked as I
 sat down on a bench in the bathroom and plucked  a
 tissue.
 
 "I'm okay. It's just...my mother. It's nothing Katie.
 I'd rather not talk about it, okay?"
 
 " I didn't really have talk in mind..." Katie said as
 she smiled devilishly over at me and kicked her gym
 bag
 across the floor next to me as a piece of a black
 piece of duct tape rolled out of it and stopped at my
 feet.
 
 I picked it up, trying to stifle my sniffles before
 the grinning teen.
 
 ________
 
 A short time later My  stood there as the
 bathroom door finally unlocked from the inside as
 Katie
 pushed aside us both, making her way out towards the
 exit, Ignoring both me and my mother. " Katie, is it
 okay for me to... I mean how long should I..."  I said
 burning through my humiliation that my own mother's
 ears
 were privy to this, my fading lust adding to the
 intensity.
 
 " Get dressed. Leave the heels on. Their good practice
 for your calves shortening, so you'll get used to
 prancing around on your tippy toes, like a good little
 ponygirl."
 
 Both my  and I managed to help me get dressed
 wordlessly.
 
 Mom said nothing about the high heels I had on, or the
 new bright  stripe across my throat, wrists, and
 ankles, all sticky from duct tape. My tears were fresh
 on my cheeks though, and I couldn't hide the were
 swollen places where the edges of my mouth and lips
 looked bruised, as if a piece of metal had made it's
 way
 into my mouth.
 
 "Jennifer. Are you..."
 
 "I'm fine mother. can we just go home?"
 
 Mom reached down and started to help me gather up the
 pile of sex stuff off the bathroom floor, duct tape
 and
 my pony's tail which I prayed she may not have
 recognized as such.  then froze when she saw a
 bridal
 lying on the floor.
 
 My bridal.
 
 I felt a rush of shame pour over me. She didn't have
 to say anything. Her silence was worse. "Do you want
 your..."  said, wanting more than anything not to
 even touch the thing.
 
 I nodded.
 
 She made a squinted up face and picked it up, stuffing
 it into our gym bag. I now had the little sun dress
 I'd
 walked in with on and felt more or less back to
 normal.
 
 " Alex doesn't know...does she?"  asked.
 
 " Please mother..."
 
 " You can take off the heels now honey. She's gone."
 
 "No  I can't."
 
 "Can't.....or wont?"
 
 My eyes meet the floor and I shuddered in a sweet self
 hatred as she looked bitterly disappointedly at me.
 Then she suddenly reached for the draw string which
 hung down from the neck of my dress.
 
 "I suppose this is giving you some perverted little
 jollies right now, isn't it?"  sighed in disgust
 as she prattled on, leading me to the car. " " My
 word. I can't image what I've done to deserve such a
 disappointment as a daughter. I thought your being  was bad enough, let alone a.... Jennifer, are you
 listening?" She asked jerking my draw string to gte my
 attention as I pranced forward to keep up and nodded
 my full attention, my legs mincing in little steps
 behind my own  as she prattled on.
 
 THE END
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