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											| MY FIRST PERIOD 
 It started out as a pretty normal day as I got ready and darted off to
 school.  I felt a little sick, but I liked school and didn’t often stay
 home, so I thought I was just toughing it out.  My period caught me totally
 by surprise.  I mean, sure I knew what it was all about, but I figured I
 had at least another year before I started getting periods.
 
 I know this may sound silly, but I had absolutely no forewarning, and
 according to Murphy’s law, I was wearing cream colored shorts.  Needless to
 say, by the time 4th period (no pun intended) math I was needing to go
 home. With my jacket wrapped around my waist (which luckily for me was a
 stylish thing to do) I went to the office to call  so she could pick me
 up.  I didn't tell them anything as I was WAY too embarrassed, just that I
 wasn't feeling well.
 
 The woman at the desk made some comment about me being flushed and gave
 me the OK.  At least the blushing had some good in it.  Only thing was, she
 wasn't there.  After about ten minutes of continuous calling, the lady
 asked if there wasn't someone else I could call.  I blushed harder and told
 her that I could call my dad at work but I couldn't remember his number.
 She told me it wasn't a problem and look it up for me in my files.  I was
 almost wishing it hadn't been there.  It was embarrassing enough to me, let
 alone I though my dad would be totally grossed out about it.  I know I felt
 that way.
 
 Reluctantly I called Dad, and after a couple minutes of explaining that
 I "wasn't feeling good" he said he would come and get me and I hung up.
 While I waited the 25 minutes (one of the longest waits in my entire life)
 the lady at the desk asked me if I wanted to lay down.  I told her I
 didn't.
 
 Finally my dad arrived, squatted down beside me in the chair I was
 hunching on, felt my head as he pushed back the hair from my face and asked
 me what was wrong.  I started bawling into his arm like a little  and
 told him I just wanted to go home.  He nodded and helped me stand, and I
 kept ahold of his arm, burying my face into him.  The lady at the counter
 called out that she hopes I felt better in the morning.  I've always
 wondered if she suspected.  I probably wasn't the first  to get it
 while at school and I know I wasn't the last.
 
 Dad got me out to the car and we both got in.  I was sniffling, but I
 had gotten over my crying episode.  I sat silently as he got into the car
 and started it up.  He didn't say a word, just kept looking at me worried
 like.  He knew something was wrong and was giving me some space.  I knew he
 kept looking because I was watching him out of the corner of my eye.  I
 wanted to tell him, but I was afraid.  I know it sounds silly, but I was
 afraid that if he knew it would change things between us.
 
 When we got home, I ran into the bathroom and pulled my stained clothing
 from my body and got into the shower, taking my  and shorts with me.
 It wasn't long before he knocked at the door.  "Can I come in?" he asked
 and I shouted NO.  Cindi, he said.  I think I know what's the matter and
 really, it's OK.
 
 He knew?  I thought I could just die now and everything would be all
 right.  I sat down in the tub and watched as the faded pink water drained
 from my  as the shower head gushed it's water over them.  I was
 crying again.   what an emotional wreck I was.  I was so absorbed in
 myself that I never heard the lock being picked until my dad was kneeling
 by the tub, caressing my shoulder and telling me it was all right.  He took
 the shower head from my hand and I let it go.  Then he picked me up and
 stood me on my feet and draped a towel around me.  I said that I would get
 blood over it, and he told me it was ok.  He would take care of it and he
 kissed me on my cheek.  I don't know how he does it, but he always could
 (and still can) calm me.  I let him towel dry me as we talked.
 
 He asked me if  explained about menses and I told him that she did.
 And he said that then I knew what pads and tampons were.  I got embarrassed
 again but nodded.  He said good and gave me his patented "I love you" smile
 and held out a pair of my  with a pad already centered.  Now how
 many dads would do this for their little girls?  Not many I tell you.  He
 had me wipe and then helped me climb into them.  These should hold you
 until your  gets home, he said.
 
 All of a sudden I was afraid that he was going to leave and go back to
 work and told him so.  No, he assured me.  With that he pulled a fresh
 nightgown over my head (which he seemed to have magically produced or so it
 seemed), picked me up and carried me to my bed.  He laid me down, covered
 me up and sat down next to me, stroking my forehead with his rough fingers.
 As I looked into his caring loving eyes, he slowly slid his fatherly hand
 over my tiny thighs and onto the lips of that swollen pussy.  With a
 delicateness of a fine surgeon he opened that flower and found the
 sensitive nubbin of my untouched clitoris and gently stroked it.  New
 sensations flooded my tiny body and I began to moan and squirm in his
 embrace.  Without warning the orgasm hit and I arched my back and squealed
 with the surge.  I felt daddy’s fingers caress my spasming sex organ and
 roll in the opening to my virgina.  When the orgasm settled, I fell asleep
 in his arms.  I didn’t feel it but he carried me gently to my bed and put
 me there to recover.
 
 I didn't wake up until that evening, in which I told  what happened,
 excluding daddy's helping hands We sat and talked.  I cried again.  And  gave me some more in-depth info on the use and care on good  "feminine
 hygiene." I went back to school the next day.  I didn't want to, but Daddy
 convinced me that I should.  I was afraid that EVERYONE would know what
 happened, and you know what?  No body did (or at least if they did, they
 didn't let on).
 
 Now why would I write a  on a subject such as this?  Easy.  This
 was a major point in my life and I wanted to share this with you all as
 well.
 
 Anyway, hope this suffices till I get more time.
 
 Cindi
 
 
 
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